So, like all other mental health patients in the UK (I assume) my psychiatrist has decided that throwing yet more pills at me will make my problems go away.
So now I have Mirtazapine added to my Quetiapine, Pregabalin and Epilim.
Now, I know it’s too soon to say after one night, but all that Mirtazapine seems to be doing to me is making me feel even more sleepy and sluggish than I already did.
Ok, I’ll admit that I did actually sleep through the night last night, but I woke up feeling just as tired as I was when I went to bed, and it’s taken me half the day for my sleepy eye to wake up (I have one eye that kinda, only half opens when I’m super tired).
I’ve also be referred to the intensive support team again, woo. -_- I’m not exactly impressed seeing as my experience with them last time lead to me making some really good improvement, then them dropping me like a stone after my 4 weeks was up and me regressing back to this point where I’m barely leaving my bedroom.
Seriously. I’m sick of all this. I really am just fucking sick of it. All of it. I want to be better, I want to go back to normal, I want this to all be a nasty dream.