I’ve almost conquered sleep again!

So, for the first time in a long time, I’ve had an almost full night’s sleep. I woke up once, but I refused to get up, and fell asleep quite quickly afterwards.  … Continue reading

What I might do when I get better…

Ok, so I know I’m not supposed to be worrying myself about what I’m going to do with myself after I get better, just focusing on actually GETTING better, but I’ve started thinking… Continue reading

My forehead hurts.

So, as yesterday’s little poem stated, yesterday, I was angry.   But I was not angry and stupid, well, not COMPLETELY stupid.   I needed to hurt, I needed to feel something other… Continue reading

Today, I am angry… (A short poem)

Today, I am angry and I don’t know why. I want to shout and scream and punch and cry. I want to bleed. I want to feel pain. I want to feel anything… Continue reading

Am I in the wrong here?

This may not be as well written as my other posts. I’ve been awake since just after 2am and it’s now approaching 9pm, I’m very very tired. I see my girlfriend most days,… Continue reading

HI again, I’ve been told I should write, so here goes.

I’m going to start by saying sorry. I know it’s only a few of you, but I did get some followers after my initial splurge onto this blog, and then I went quiet.… Continue reading

Once again, I’ve woken up more tired than I went to sleep.

I don’t know how to describe this, sleep does not evade me, I can fall asleep almost anywhere and at almost any time (unless I’m really having a stress). But more and more… Continue reading

Last Night…

I don’t know why, or what triggered me. But last night, I couldn’t stand being out of my room. It started to get really bad at round 5pm, I went downstairs to help… Continue reading

What I do to fill my days (as an agoraphobic, anxious, 25 year old man)

So, my life has changed a lot in the last few months. I’m no longer the outgoing, exciting person that I once was, and I’ve not participated in any of my outdoor hobbies… Continue reading

Why do I want to smash heavy things into my face?!

I’ve never understood self harm. Despite having mental health issues, I’ve never seen why people would. Unfortunately I’m now approaching a point where I’m worried I might. There are all of a sudden… Continue reading